Taking a deep breath

Ok, so I have stopped panicking so much, and the tears have stopped. And I am thinking a bit clearer.

The last thing I need to do is worry and stress, as that will just make it worse. I have researched more and it looks more and more likely that it is the weight loss, but it won't be forever. It may take me going back up to the weight I was when I stopped Ovulating, which I am unsure of, or it may take me maintaining my weight, but that is the longer option. Or there are meds to get my cycle back on track. Or we just wait for another month to come and go and see if it is a fluke cycle but I am one to take action!

I emailed my IF to organise a chat tomorrow with him- to get his medical opinion, despite him not being in the specialist field and to tell them that there is no 2ww this month. Something I am dreading, after everything I have said and them pursuing surrogacy over adoption. But Its the fair thing to do.

This week I have tried to maintain my weight, eating more and only exercising once. And I lost another 2lbs. Seriously!? Body, give me a break!

So I will update more tomorrow to see what is the plan of action!


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